What I Am Noticing

Being in the moment requires radical acceptance. A relentess stream of high energy that sometimes feels invigorating and other times feels exhausting has launched the start of 2023.

If I were to sum up this year, I would use the word strychnine. Here’s the Wikipedia definition below:

Strychnine 2022 poisoning can be fatal to humans and other animals and can occur by inhalation, swallowing or absorption through eyes or mouth. It produces some of the most dramatic and painful symptoms of any known toxic reaction, making it quite noticeable and a common choice for assassinations and poison attacks.

July has been the weirdest month on record for me. I feel like I am straddling two different realities most of the time. There’s this physical reality where the world is changing dramatically on many different levels/timelines and there’s the non-physical reality where things seem to be moving smoothly in more of a flow state.

For as long as I can remember, I’ve asked the question, “who am I?” followed by “why am I here?”. I haven’t really experienced satisfying answers. Instead, when I utter those words among most people the response has been “you have too much time on your hands”. Once I discovered philosophers like Neitchze, Descartes, Keirkegard, Plato, Socrates, Ayn Rand, I realized I wasn’t the only one on earth asking these questions.